Standing on the precipice of existence ,
wondering if I can claw myself back from the abyss..
Emotions enveloping me,,
Thoughts and feelings suffocating my happiness, my love, my hope,.
Engulfed in the frustration and desperation
To be free, to b better, to be whole.
Each day brings a thicker layer of despair,
Zapping all energy
Stealing my smile, stealing my laughter, stealing my joy.
As a ray of sunshine breaks through the darkest cloud,,
The light penetrates the fog of my mind.
The tide begins to turn,
The pressure released.
I smile, I laugh, I am joyful
I feel happiness, I feel love;
I have hope.